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    Layout: Detonated Love
    Pictures: Ohhspontaneityy
    Stocks: Excentric
    Edited: Shamita
    20 August 2007
    9:08 PM

    shes really upsetting me.
    i knw its mind over matter and stuff.
    but why does she hafta put me through it in the first place?
    its not easy to stop my mind frm thinking abt her.
    but i have to.
    coz if i think abt her, then all that there would be is confusion and unhappiness.
    i mean, the regret is one thing.
    the other thing is that i've gotten so used to her.
    she is my life and without her, i dnoe where i stand.
    i juz wanna have the peace of mind to know that shes with me.
    is it THAT difficult to spend 15 mins with me each day?
    the more she changes, the more im starting to dislike her.
    its not that i dont love Hydrogen.
    i always will love Hydrogen, the old Hydrogen.
    this woman i know now is a complete STRANGER.
    i hope things get better soon, really.
    its all in her hands.
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